That’s what I’m feelin’ right about now. I feel like I’m stuck. I work at Disney, lets get something straight, disney sucks, not the worst job but it doesn’t pay well enough for folks that well…well it doesn’t pay enough for me. Is it wrong to want to make 20k a year at 19? I don’t think so, and I’m very willing to work for it, I just don’t know where to go.
At the same time, I feel like I’m getting left behind, that I’m taking the path that my parents took before me (not a very successful one). Just watching my friends all get ahead of me, go to school, get good jobs, lead good lives, and I’m just here, work at Disney, live super tight to the budget. Maybe I’m just expecting too much in tool little of a time frame, but see, my friends don’t make much money because they’re going to school, I just plain out don’t make much money.
I’d like to go to school, but I don’t know how to get there. No one in my family has ever really gone, at least none that I have much time to talk to, and ask about. So my parents didn’t really have a great idea about how to get there, my dad does now, but we’re all in a big financial fix.
I’ll gladly do the work, I just need to be told where to go, what to do, and i can handle it from there. Just need a push, this is how my life has always been, I just need a push.
Questions, comments, criticism and diabolical plans to rule the world appreciated.
