Physics is an infinite cycle

I try to make it my pride and duty to make stuff work.

More so, I like to make stuff that already works, work better. I bet if I knew a thing or two about physics, I could do some heavy damage. In all good honesty, I probably do know more than the average joe about physics and the universe, but just not all the details. To go to college for the sole purpose of learning something would be great, I’d go for physics, and work towards a P.h.D, do some really interesting things. Somehow, though, it feels like I wouldn’t enjoy it; One of those ignorance is bliss type of deals, and although I don’t like that saying, it’s like if I were to learn all that really went on in physics and macro/micro science, my love for the subject would be lost in an infinite abyss (hur hur).

For now, I’ll just stick to the road ahead, figure out a few more things about real life, before going into something that far out.

Einstein, if I remember correctly, didn’t really gain a great interest in science until he was 26.

Konichiwa, good sir.

I do love anime so much. I know, I know, but you know it’s not such a big deal to like anime anymore, a lot of people whether they accept it or not, really like anime, manga, things of that sort. There’s a good chance that if you’re the stylish type, we got it either from Japanese, Chinese, or S. Korean fashion, and the sylings that we like tend to end up in anime.

It could just be me, I don’t know, I like the cool anime, not the kind that sticks to the norm, might make you think about the world in a different way, or it might be inspirational. I recently pondered on it and it hit me that I always feel better when I watch a good anime plot roll out, whether it’s happy or sad, or perverted, or all of the above, it can be refreshing. Watching a good anime, to me, is like getting the chance to go back and think the way my 14 year old self would think, fancy free and head strong. It’s a good thing to think like that now and then, when I was 14, it was just being stupid, but that was because I had nothing to back up my thoughts, no knowledge or wisdom, just words about nothing important. Now that I have a bit more mental back up, it’s easier to be inspired and really have some interesting and occasionally insightful thoughts. (Now is not one of those times, but just making a point)

Air Gear is my current favorite, puts me in that mindset, and gives my mind wings to fly with. I don’t really watch much anime, like I said, it has to be out of the norm, have some meaning, have some feeling, there’s not a lot of cartoons/comics/anime/ what have you that has that anymore, which is unfortunate, as sometimes, cartoons can make imagery for a good story, where as it wouldn’t have if it were just another live action tv show.

There’s a lot of anime to be had out there, but just from what I know, here’s a few picks from yours truly:

-Air Gear
-Eureka Seven
-Paranoia Agent
-Neon Genesis Evangelion
-Hayao Miyazaki films. Any of them. Seriously.
-Cowboy Bebop

I’m sure there’s others, and there’s a chance I’ll list them later on, but for now.

Okay, that’s the day. l8

One foot in the molasses, one in the mud

That’s what I’m feelin’ right about now. I feel like I’m stuck. I work at Disney, lets get something straight, disney sucks, not the worst job but it doesn’t pay well enough for folks that well…well it doesn’t pay enough for me. Is it wrong to want to make 20k a year at 19? I don’t think so, and I’m very willing to work for it, I just don’t know where to go.

At the same time, I feel like I’m getting left behind, that I’m taking the path that my parents took before me (not a very successful one). Just watching my friends all get ahead of me, go to school, get good jobs, lead good lives, and I’m just here, work at Disney, live super tight to the budget. Maybe I’m just expecting too much in tool little of a time frame, but see, my friends don’t make much money because they’re going to school, I just plain out don’t make much money.

I’d like to go to school, but I don’t know how to get there. No one in my family has ever really gone, at least none that I have much time to talk to, and ask about. So my parents didn’t really have a great idea about how to get there, my dad does now, but we’re all in a big financial fix.

I’ll gladly do the work, I just need to be told where to go, what to do, and i can handle it from there. Just need a push, this is how my life has always been, I just need a push.

Questions, comments, criticism and diabolical plans to rule the world appreciated.